A dream of me and my mom.

Digital collage. 2015

 

 A Trauma can travel through generation to generation and it controls one's life forever subconsciously. The one can get a chance to get out from the cycle only when the one becoming conscious of the one's trauma. This dream is about my case of the cycle of trauma which I inherited from my mother. The dream made me recall a memory that I have been forgetting for a long time, and it gave me the answer why I have difficulty in eating since I was thirteen. At first, I couldn't resist holding a grudge against my mother. However, an other dream told me that I am actually the fifth generation of the cycle. I am the one who finally broke the chain myself.